1. |
NITEOUT
02:46
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carry on
as if it never happened
but its stuck inside my head
getting tired
of all the jokes and laughing
slowly leaving me for dead
baby you, you can change my mind
see right through my eyes
I cant hide, how you hypnotize
baby you can waste my time
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2. |
SLACK
01:46
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nothing doesn't change
but I've been praying
something wont
doesn't heal the pain
like it use to
anymore
spill my guts in vain
but I choose to
cuz im bored
something in my brain
wants to drag me
through the floor
baby livin aint a race, and I learned that too soon
lately I cant keep the pace, and I just might loose you
she can see it on my face, im runnin outta breath
maybe nothings left to chase, but i can see death
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3. |
BRICK
04:46
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standing outside
in the freezing cold, just to smoke
one more time
getting too late
but my eyes wont seem to close
dont know why
she said im tired
of loosing every time I try
sinking deeper
runnin outta tears to cry
oh, ive been there, and I cant go back
Ive been there, and baby I cant go back
so far away from anyone, anyone
so far along, for anyone,
everyone
its too late
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4. |
HEAVY
02:50
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I was so fucking heavy
dragging all of this weight
locked myself in my room
writing songs full of hate
lost and left to grow cold
bitter old and confused
overdosing on bad vibes
nothing left to amuse
im still shaking this terror
but long grown out of my rage
I've been learning through error
nothing proud I can say
waiting out
the months
grow a spine
for once
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5. |
EW, BABY
03:13
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have a hard time waking up
all alone with no real reason
to get up
and live another day
to deal with hunger pain so I
just sleep it away
and away
a free 7 hour trial of death
who wants to spend it sober
anyway
everyone around me
is so depressed
yeah they all
wanna die
oh its truly, the toxic wave
that everyones been surfin
makin me hurt harder
then any bitch who broke me
I dont want to keep going
if your not there
yeah you get it, but try not to
nothings fair
why'd you say that in the first place?
how do the straight edge live?
fucked myself with poor decisions,
didn't sign up for this
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6. |
WANT
02:02
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I care too much
I need to find
you need hopefully
we could die now
forever peace
fully, empty
im still too bummed
to be happy
the feelings that I feel
they cant possibly be real
Im a man with dignity
not some slimy scummy eel
I owe so much to so much
I cant move because Im lazy as fuck
cant be happy just cant decide
Ill just sit around and wait
inside
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7. |
PILL Os
04:14
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you dont have to hold on
to something thats been long gone
Ive always been afraid
to tell you anyway
changing aint always to bad
could be better then what you have
scratching away your skin
and so the cycle begins
this winters really been a cold one
so I stay warm, relaxing
till I get my summer, hun
im passin out, collapsing
Ive been so lost
but still getting better
doesn't matter the cost
baby, its only weather
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8. |
MONGREL
01:36
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9. |
PEANUT BUTTER BOY
02:58
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so hard to tell you
where things went wrong
clung to delusions
singing your song
you'll live your life
and ill live mine
take care
so long
peanut butter boy
you cannot perceive whats real
all of this is in your head
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10. |
WARUI
02:48
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look me dead in my face
listen close to what I say
Im no mother fuckin hero
cant trust anyone these days
prison kingdom filled with liars
sewers filled with snakes and rats
dog eat dog and then retire
man up bitch its not that bad
fill your pockets up with cash
fill your stomach up with trash
its not so bad
cant say its so bad
Ive never felt at home, babe
Ive never felt at home
oh, I play, but Im so gone, baby
Ive never been so gone
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11. |
WAVES
02:26
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I know I've got it so good babe
or at least thats what they say
but every thing just makes me anxious
only more to take away
affectionate but so impersonal
cozy and dangling by a thread
calm thats rolling in and out in waves
love like a rope around my neck
I still remember your face
I hope your doing okay
Ive been drowning somewhere
somewhere out of your way
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12. |
LIBRARY
02:59
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oh Ive said all I can
and you still dont
even want to understand
thats been shown
shut your mouth and close your eyes
and go to sleep
take a break and never want
to learn to read
in between the lines
think you got it made
spewing all your lies
tryna surf my wave
why you gotta hate
compete and not create
you said see you in 2 years
im sick of seeing your face
gotta piss me off
every time im drunk
put me in my bag
go and test your luck
all your cryptic words
tryna build suspense
claim your so aware
but you come off so dense
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13. |
HOMEWORK
03:33
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my baby waves her hair
smoke in the air
everywhere
I cant explain
thoughts in vain
you must feel the same
she's growing out of me
but I cant stand
to watch you leave
Ive done my time
tried to run
away from everything
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14. |
SUPER THICC
04:36
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oh I stay high
just to try and ease the pain
of loving you baby girl
with you so far away
oh I cant try
knowing nothing is the same
but the way you move
keeps me crawling back again
Im less of a man
for being weak to you
I dont understand
why you want me to
Im living the ard life, I said
Im still alive
though im so, hungry and sick to the bone
I need you desperately
not eating nearly enough they said
thinking you got it rough kid
you have no clue
shit gets much worse
and you can count on that
my dude
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